Take me home, so many messages I wish I could just delete

I wish to become someone big in life; I wish to achieve success in a way that it actually is worth it.

I wish to earn millions; I wish to own some Bugattis; and I wish to enjoy my life, most importantly.

I wish to overcome fear and anxiety; I wish to become free and my own self.

I wish to have a beautiful wife; I wish to have had many girlfriends till then.

I wish to become a better version of myself.

I want to work on myself at the moment. I want to create perfection out of myself, perfection so imperfect that it’s perfectly imperfect in it’s own unique way. I know nobody can be perfect, but I want to be worth talking to; I want to deserve respect. I want to not be cut down in the middle of speaking something by my so-called ‘friends’. I want to be humourous. I want to be the best; I want to be the worst. I want this hot girl, I want that pretty woman.

Life, like women, isn’t easy to comprehend. It’s not easy to work on life and make the best out of it. It’s not easy to live without comparing yourself to others, it’s not easy hearing others call you stupid/idiotic for not a worthy reason at all. Also, it’s not completely easy to make fun of others you think are idiotic, but wait a minute, you just do that to impress those who do that to you. And guess what? You make 2 people sad and depressed. Shame on you.

You want to become someone big, but you still wanna play survivor.io

You wanna own some goddamn lambos, but you still wanna check clash of clans 10 times a day, and still lose 9/10 EASY attack battles

Also, you really wanna check out that goddamn hot girl in town, easily knowing that ‘She’s Out of Your League’. Fucking hell mate (with the British accent.)

You really wanna be like that cool guy downtown; you really want that gorgeously dispositioned girl to reply to your DMs.

YOU WANT TO BE GOOD AT SOMETHING, BUT NOT WANNA SPEND TIME IMPROVING ON IT ANYHOW.

You wanna be a god, goddamn it.

Yes, you fucking wanna be a G-O-D, dog.

Well god’s gonna kill me for that one, fo sure; but I ain’t scared of anything from now on (not really).

(Sorry, Hanuman Ji)

I wanna be like this; I wanna be like that

I want 2 girls, one on both hands.

I wanna love; I wanna live

I wanna enjoy life the way it is.

I want to be called funny; I wanna be called cool,

I want to fuck everyone thinking not so

Love, Laugh, Live. @Romedy Now

I wanna look sexy; I wanna look handsome

I wanna have 69.8 million fucking subscribers

And it’s not like I’m too introverted, on the other hand, people say I’m outright extroverted because of the weird, too-open shit I do. For this reason, and also because I think too much, I consider myself an ambivert. A perfectly balanced ambivert, and if that doesn’t exist, now it does shut up.